Its My Own Love Story part 4

and her birthday gone .... and i knew that,, it is the end of our love,,, all the time when i try to talk to her she never receive my calls never answerd my messages,, hmm i was helpless. but its hard to live like this but i was surviving my self there was a war between me and my feelings i wanted to won it,,,  i doesnt wanted to give up... coz i know its not the end ,,, i really loved her so much i still miss all that time ,,,

and after one month i was going to another city for my papers,,, and i

--> was waitng for the train and it was my birthday 11 janury 2010 i was waiting for her call coz from last 4 years she alwys wished me first,,, this year didnt get any call i didnt know how someone can changed like this ,,,

and the same day my mother had opration of pendix,,

she also ddint call me ,,,, and i was feeling so alone and i thought lets call her ,,, may be its my birthday she will answer

and i called her and she recived the call and that was enough for me

and i said

me: hi
she: hi how are you
me: i m fine thanks i was just talking to you h
she : ok say?

me: hey u know its my birthday
she: oh ok happy birthday to you
me : thanks :) today i m going for my paper :)
she: oh damm u still runing in your life for god sake dont tell me about your stupid life ,,,
me: ohk sorry ,,, mom is in opration thater i m just bit upset so i called you
she : your mom i never seen her fine she always take medicine this that and nowthis opration

me: i said yh she will be fine
she: hope so ok m gng now bye
me: bye :) i miss you

fone cut......

and she talked so rudely,,, but my heart was not accepting all this ,,, and slowly i was trying to understand ,,,, that it is the end and finaly i also decide that if she can forget me y i cant

and finaly last call to her

feb 24 2010

me : hi
she : me fine how are
me _: yh great
she :today sound so happy anything new ?
me : no everything is fine m ok everything ok
she: hmm so ?
me: i dont know wht to say but can u tell me how it was so easy for you to forget me ?
she : oh come prince move on coz i also moved on and now i have a boyfriend he is nice person gud luking and also a good job everything he have
me: hmmm good then stay happy with hima dn i just called u to tell u that i will never call you again will never disturbe you
but may i ask you something
me: did you still miss me ?

she .... silent and cut the fone

and i got my answer ...

what happend next i will tell you in next part